Hi everyone... This Monday we took our cat Zaza to the vet because we suspected that she might have diabetes. But because the test results took too much time she got worse and we took her to the vet again and from there to an animal hospital because her condition was very critical. Now that she finally got some treatment I hoped that she would have got better but she didn’t… They found out she had a lot of other stuff going on… inflamed kidneys, something from with her liver and probably lung cancer. Even if they had tried to get her into a condition where she could have been sent home, she still wouldn’t have been a very healthy cat. I don’t feel bad for agreeing on putting her to sleep. The last time I saw her today she wouldn’t even wake up to greet us when me and my family went to see her in the hospital. She probably didn’t even feel it happen. I’m happy she doesn’t need to be in pain anymore. But I really miss her. We have had a lot of cats before but never as loving cat as she was. A lot of times I tried to push her away when I wanted to be alone but she would just run right back to where she was. You just couldn’t ignore her.

I really don’t remember the last time I’ve been this lonely. My friend is going on a trip next week and I won’t be seeing her for a month. My boyfriend still lives far away but I understand why he still can’t come here. But I just am lonely…

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